I hope I'm back. :)

March 31, 2010.

Oh, how I've missed you.

Do you ever feel like life just gets overwhelming and the anxiety of all the daunting tasks before you make even the smallest things like going to Wal-Mart with your kids OR writing in your blog just one task too many!!!??? I DO, I DO!!!

So, maybe that's a little dramatic because none of my tasks are actually 'daunting' but you get the idea. Lately I have just had a lot going on. For one, I went to the dr. yesterday with Maddox...oh, he is on his THIRD ear infection THIS MONTH and has tonsillitis along with it. Poor guy. Jaxson woke up from a nap on Saturday complaining of his ear hurting...to the doctor...ear infection. Two boys on antibiotics. BLAH!

Also, I'm taking on photography. I love taking pictures, love Love LOVE it but it has quickly become a HUGE learning experience. Had my first photo shoot this past weekend...bought a new program yesterday to edit with AAAAAAAAAAAAAAND literally erased 2/3 of the pictures. A couple tears ran down my cheek as I felt like the dumbest person in the world!!! HA! But, enough negativity. This morning is new.

I feel like I get anxiety often about projects/dates/my babies. I am ever learning to cast all my cares upon Him. Someone posted a verse on their facebook last night as I was pouting about erasing over a hundred pictures and it almost made me cry because I continually try to fix and take care of things on my own. WHY do I not immediately give them to the Lord?!??!

Phillipians 4:6 Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all comprehension, shall guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.

Lastly, Jaxson is really in to baseball right now. He plays with this little tikes ball and bat that are actually Maddox's so for his birthday hopefully we'll get some 3 year old size bats and balls. ;) Here are some pictures of him. Jaxson says you have to make a very specific batting face and a very specific pitching face. Here they are!!! I think they help you do better!!!